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Alone. I've never been so lonely. The worst part of being alone is there are no distractions from your thoughts. All the stuff you spent a lifetime blocking out comes rushing back to the surface. And you have to face it. You have to acknowledge your demons and deal with them. That was the last thing I wanted to do.
I wanted them so much. I wanted all of it. The sweetness, the roughness, the intense grip, the tender touch. I wanted all of it at the same time. And I wanted it one at a time. I wanted just Tom. I wanted just Wes. I wanted Wes and Trick. I wanted to watch Wes and Trick.
And I wanted to watch Wes, Trick, and Tom.
But I didn't want that! I couldn't handle that. No woman can handle that much passion and survive.
That's what happens when you're left alone with your thoughts. Confusion and chaos. But one of them will come for me. Someone will come to my door and drag me out of hiding. One of them will confirm that our feelings were real. I wonder who it will be.
Until then, I'll just wallow on this couch, lost in my rainbow on the ceiling.
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An interracial, multiple partners romance. Book 6 of 7 in an erotic short story series. Best if read in order.